It is really clear and beautiful today. The sky is very high and blue. I felt bad about my boss's words from yesterday. Nonetheless I changed my mind to be happy because good medicine tastes bitter. I will do my best for studying English. In fact, I don't know what consequences will be if I become to speak English fluently. But who knows? I might get a good another chance in my life. A fortune teller said that I could make a big deal in my forties. Anyway I got irritated to my husband and he was willing to bear my endless complains. I should apologize to my husband today night.